Random things
just because I have nothing to do at the moment at work. NOTHING. it's very weird. Monday and Tuesday i was searching for stuff to do. Wednesday I took a sick day. I wasn't feeling well, but it was the sort of thing that if i'd had work to do, i would have just sucked it up and come in.
so i spent the day looking at agent listings. i at least have a few possibilities on a list now. so i've done *something*. i need to look at all of the requirements together and decide if i should just start sending out queries and worry about editing the thing later, or edit it to have it ready if they'll want the manuscript. (hope springs eternal) i'm patting myself on the back for at least starting something.
to completely change the subject, i do have *something* to do, which is testing out a new system we're using. but i can't decide if i'm not using it correctly- because it's brand new and there's no documentation, not that i believe in reading documentation anyway- or if its a mess. i'll try again tomorrow when i'm not in that end of the day tired.
altho i should take wednesdays off more often. i find as i go through the week my debt of sleep catches up with me. mondays, i'm good. tuesdays, starting to drag, until fridays i'm in bed by 9. but it's thursday and i'm perky. i'm meeting a friend for dinner tonight and i've already cancelled two thursdays with her just because i'm so beat by thursday i can't be social. like, two weeks ago on thursday i was convinced i was getting sick and i cancelled on her. got a decent night's sleep and i was fine.
i realize that all of this means i should just get to bed earlier, but that's easier said than done. even though most nights all i do is sit there and watch tv, and you would think that would be like sleeping, not running around, but... i'm still always tired. sheri slept for about 90 minutes on the couch last night. i had to wake her up for american idol. i would have told her to just go to bed before that, but i knew she wanted to see american idol. (dude, sanjaya is still on that show? what is up with that? i rather liked brandon, altho, admittedly, he sucked hard on tuesday)
most of the time i'm tired and listless and i think maybe i'm just bored. as much as i enjoy sitting around and watching tv, it does get tiresome night after night. i should turn off the tv by 8 or 9 and spend a couple of hours writing.
i *should* do lots of things.